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What do you do when someone you love doesn't love doing the things you do?

Specifically, my girlfriend has never liked fanfiction of any kind, particularly slash. She moved away from anime and manga years ago and mostly over to playing video games. She never liked being on stage, and now says she doesn't want to cosplay any more at all. There are some American shows we still have in common, but that's not the same as the kind of fangirling that we used to share.

I don't know how to live my life without these things, but I don't know how to live my life without her either.

So the call from Austin was about 50% dead air time... because he had nothing much to say, and my social genes were asleep. I tried to be supportive, and all I can do is hope that he's doing well. Really, I think there nothing more I could do for him.
Turning Point is going on lockdown tommorow, so our visit with Arella is cancelled. I'm not happy. I like hanging out with her. *pout*
I wrote! I wrote lots of pretty. It's Zia and Ana and goodness. Unfortunately, it's on the mac... I'll port it over tommorow.
Yep. Yep. Right. Bed now, I swear.

Bishonen: Rain and Deranel
Bishojo: Miho (MT) and Zienara

Ok... so that was pretty bad and not all finished when the computer decided to try exploding.
So, if you really feel the need here's the remainder of my ( Depressed Rant )

Ok... As one might not be suprised to know... apparently "Dreddo 39" was a song capable of making my life a little better.

So.. yeah, I'm going to go to sleep. Or maybe shower (second time tonight) to get the smoke off...

Bishonen: Ranmaru... because he has just that edge of depression and is on my winamp skin.
Bishojo: Shiori and Saihi (for differnt reasons, but the same. girls are bitter and cruel and too easily lost in dark seas of unfathomable emotion (myself no exception))