BUT /WHY/?
Jan. 25th, 2009 04:09 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
setraSo... I've been very positive about Masaomi today. Just ticking along, getting things done... putting off the really hard stuff, yes, but overall... confident.
Today... it feels like guh... why am I doing this.
I seriously would rather beat my head against a heavy object than keep painting right now.
The number of flowers left seems daunting. The amount of paint is mind boggling. And I feel like an unoriginal hack because I'm just painting another kimono. Two costumes in a row, I just... don't know.
I'm still working, which is a step in the right direction, I know, but...
This must be what writers-block feels like for a writer.
Maybe that's just it.
I have costumer's block. And my internal editor finally caught back up to me.
Ugh.
3 flowers done so far today, taking longer since these are the front body and I had to try to align the flowers to compliment/complete the ones on the front panels. Also had to cut down the front panels since I forgot to do it before I painted them. -.-;;
Today... it feels like guh... why am I doing this.
I seriously would rather beat my head against a heavy object than keep painting right now.
The number of flowers left seems daunting. The amount of paint is mind boggling. And I feel like an unoriginal hack because I'm just painting another kimono. Two costumes in a row, I just... don't know.
I'm still working, which is a step in the right direction, I know, but...
This must be what writers-block feels like for a writer.
Maybe that's just it.
I have costumer's block. And my internal editor finally caught back up to me.
Ugh.
3 flowers done so far today, taking longer since these are the front body and I had to try to align the flowers to compliment/complete the ones on the front panels. Also had to cut down the front panels since I forgot to do it before I painted them. -.-;;
