As expected. But it still stings.
Feb. 17th, 2006 01:23 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
setraI've been dreading it since the first time that I was in Patholgy past 6 pm. But this time it was true. Missing the three rooms this past monday was the last straw.
I just got done meeting with Jeanette. I turned in my keys. Yet again, I technically resign rather than being fired (ok, so last time something like that happened it was Japan - the first few months of the new year just good for me I guess). I'm not suprised. But I still feel bad. I've felt bad ever since I realized that I'd missed rooms (about 24 hours after I could have done anything about it). I'm just glad they are all still doing ok. It was 19+15 that I missed, and those guys are just not built to go days without fresh food and litter. I'm glad the last rooms that I cleaned included 15. I'm glad that I did a good job my last two days. That's all I could have done. Jeanette tried to sound like she felt bad about it, and she probably did, but I know I've been trouble for them and they'll do better. This does mean that I can't help Courtney out next weekend now as I had promised... hopefully she'll be ok though.
Anyway, that leaves me with one job. Which means simply that I had better get my butt on top of commissions and translating jobs. And maybe, just maybe put in an application for Softlines manager at work. I heard them on Wednesday talking about promoting internally and putting up signs for the job. So now to see what it takes.
Literally while I was talking to Jeanette, I missed a call. It was Dianna at JoAnn, and I've got an extra several hours next week. I can do this. Somehow. It just means less frivolous spending, more cooking, more focus on the enssentials.
Tonight Natascha and Nikki are coming over, assuming that I hear back from them... I missed two calls from them while meeting with Jeanette too.
「とても とても 苦しくても
消して 消して 弱音は見せない
こんな事は何でもないだと落ち着いていこう」
～手塚国光・越前リョーマ 「ヒカリノサキ」～
I just got done meeting with Jeanette. I turned in my keys. Yet again, I technically resign rather than being fired (ok, so last time something like that happened it was Japan - the first few months of the new year just good for me I guess). I'm not suprised. But I still feel bad. I've felt bad ever since I realized that I'd missed rooms (about 24 hours after I could have done anything about it). I'm just glad they are all still doing ok. It was 19+15 that I missed, and those guys are just not built to go days without fresh food and litter. I'm glad the last rooms that I cleaned included 15. I'm glad that I did a good job my last two days. That's all I could have done. Jeanette tried to sound like she felt bad about it, and she probably did, but I know I've been trouble for them and they'll do better. This does mean that I can't help Courtney out next weekend now as I had promised... hopefully she'll be ok though.
Anyway, that leaves me with one job. Which means simply that I had better get my butt on top of commissions and translating jobs. And maybe, just maybe put in an application for Softlines manager at work. I heard them on Wednesday talking about promoting internally and putting up signs for the job. So now to see what it takes.
Literally while I was talking to Jeanette, I missed a call. It was Dianna at JoAnn, and I've got an extra several hours next week. I can do this. Somehow. It just means less frivolous spending, more cooking, more focus on the enssentials.
Tonight Natascha and Nikki are coming over, assuming that I hear back from them... I missed two calls from them while meeting with Jeanette too.
「とても とても 苦しくても
消して 消して 弱音は見せない
こんな事は何でもないだと落ち着いていこう」
～手塚国光・越前リョーマ 「ヒカリノサキ」～
