Kimono update...

Ok, so I just spent 2 hours working on kimono. Hokuto's white one (nicknamed "test") is very nearly done. I did it without sleeve linings, but I think the other ones will look much better with the sleeves lined. It is shaped like a kimono and it wears like a kimono. I am a bit worried that it is /way/ to big for Nikki, but I'll have to try it on her once it's done.
Once I finish with this one, I'm going to start on Hinoto's (I acctually might make hers without linings too... beacuse her top layer is just as huge as Hokuto's. I'm also going to see if I can start sketching patterns for Hinoto and Hokuto's over garments, the sleeves will be the only real change for Hinoto and Hokuto's is those sleves plus the body of what my pattern book says is a rain poncho (don't think... CLAMP is insane). I'll also see about borrowing my fathers hakama and seeing how hard they'd be to make.
Appologies to Nick, Corina, J, et al for ditching DnD. Home, family and me-time were really important tonight. Hope everything went all right.
Tommorow we take a family trip (Dad, Carol and all three of the non-baby siblings) to Laramie to see "Spirited Away" and have dinner. Yes, I too am oddly worried about this trip.
Ok, done now. Goodnight.

Bishonen: Mikael (see below) and Clavis (Too gorgeous for anyones good - Move him up to first again)
Bishojo: Noelle (no, this makes no sense, but I watched Tennimon earlier tonight) and Hokuto (Duh!)

Profanity and self-pity rant to follow.

Profanity and self-pity rant to follow.
Fuck. I'm just so tired. So tired of everything. Hokuto won't go anymore... battery dead and the rest pretending not to work. I was so happy, because Arella liked the movie... and Hokuto was better, but she's not.. and I have so much to do and I just so tired. I've more or less lost my voice and I can't stop crying. And I'm ready for this all to be over now. I want to go home and go to bed. No more dorms, no more college, no more homework and tests and classes and failing. No more expectations or responsibilities to anyone. I just want to go to sleep. I need to clean up the house... mom asked me to... and I'm hungry... so hungry and I took dad's car and I hate it. It's too big and too bulky and automatic... and it's too low and too tall and It's nasty.
Shit. I can't do this. I'm going to bed. I'm going to fail 166... I know it... in that dreading way. It doesn't even matter anymore, because I can't do well enough to get an A either way. And I probably can't in Japanese either... bcause everything dissapeared... it'd be ok if I'd lost it really, but I didn't. It just all went away and is gone. And I can't think without everything hurting and I need to do things... I do. I just wish I could talk, and brethe and stop crying... damnit.
Whatever, I think I'm just going to give up, I couldn't think in Java anyway right now. Night.
-Maya