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I'm slowly realizing just how dramatic mood fluctuations can be. I have no idea what's causing it, but if you've been reading my entries lately you'll realize that they cycle from happy to depressed almost daily... which sucks if you're living inside my head.
Over the past few months (and especially this week) I've been given the opportunity to prove myself to friends, family and teachers. I've had dozens of chances to show responsibility. ...and I've botched all of them, whether through feats of stupidity or forgetfullness or indecision, I've failed to be responsible in literally every situation where it's been required of me for the past month.
Add to that the fact that the semester is ending and I'm behind in all my classes and that winter is begining and you begin to understand the root of my depression. Winter, while it was my favorite season in California because of the rain and fog really sucks in Colorado because of the snow.
The manic phases come from my auto-escapism. I either act like I'm 10 or watch a bunch of anime... both of which I've been doing lately.
Anyway... that's my analysis for the moment. Since I'm probably going to be dying in the near future entries may be scarce from now untill after finals week.
Bishonen: Muraki (Yami no Matsuei) and Illpalazo (Excel Saga)
Bishojo: Juri (and other Mistuishi Kotono Characters)