Today so far:
Oct. 15th, 2003 09:50 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
setraI was late to Asian Civ. For the thenth time in a row.
I was on time for my reading test (which I forgot about yesterday). The reading test went ok though. I misread 貸家（かしや）as かしゃ. Other than that I think I did well. Except it wa obvious that I had no idea what parts of it meant.
I also read email... and I feel like a horrible person.
I don't have enough money to pay my credit card bill. This is bad. I'm owed $75 between austin and my mother... of course neither of them will pay me and mom is starting to talk about 'Contributing to the household'. Explain to me again how I SAVE them money by not linving in the dorms and THEN have to start paying for food?
Nevermind the fact that she's going to sell the house and move to California in a year or two and I'll be shit out of luck if I don't get into JET. She could keep the house as an investment, but no, she wants to sell it and go /buy/ something in the bay area. I'm no financial expert, but that seems a little foolish.
Of course, I could try to start working three jobs and move out like all these other people do... but I honestly think I would die. And I like my house, and my family, except when mom decides that I need to be paying $50 a month on groceries and stuff. Yeah, this is so not good.
Ok. No more pity-party for me. Ignore that last it was stupid.
I feel really sick emotionally and physically. I don't want to think about anything. This doesn't work in the long run, or at all.
Bishonen: Shuldig (I still don't know how I feel about him...)
I was on time for my reading test (which I forgot about yesterday). The reading test went ok though. I misread 貸家（かしや）as かしゃ. Other than that I think I did well. Except it wa obvious that I had no idea what parts of it meant.
I also read email... and I feel like a horrible person.
I don't have enough money to pay my credit card bill. This is bad. I'm owed $75 between austin and my mother... of course neither of them will pay me and mom is starting to talk about 'Contributing to the household'. Explain to me again how I SAVE them money by not linving in the dorms and THEN have to start paying for food?
Nevermind the fact that she's going to sell the house and move to California in a year or two and I'll be shit out of luck if I don't get into JET. She could keep the house as an investment, but no, she wants to sell it and go /buy/ something in the bay area. I'm no financial expert, but that seems a little foolish.
Of course, I could try to start working three jobs and move out like all these other people do... but I honestly think I would die. And I like my house, and my family, except when mom decides that I need to be paying $50 a month on groceries and stuff. Yeah, this is so not good.
Ok. No more pity-party for me. Ignore that last it was stupid.
I feel really sick emotionally and physically. I don't want to think about anything. This doesn't work in the long run, or at all.
Bishonen: Shuldig (I still don't know how I feel about him...)
