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Aug. 20th, 2003 05:57 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
setraI'm trying to think like Allorian. Trying to contemplate what to say, wear, drink. How to act and speak.
I have a hard time with him, for several reasons. First, he doesn't like me. Really. He hates acting through me. I'm female, I'm soft and weak, I have red hair and smile too often. For all these reasons, it is incredibly difficult to /be/ him or think of him in first person. When playing, I spoke in second person - "he casts", "he moves"...
He doesn't like me.
Now I gotta run see Arella... gah! How the heck am I gonna play him? *grumble*
I have a hard time with him, for several reasons. First, he doesn't like me. Really. He hates acting through me. I'm female, I'm soft and weak, I have red hair and smile too often. For all these reasons, it is incredibly difficult to /be/ him or think of him in first person. When playing, I spoke in second person - "he casts", "he moves"...
He doesn't like me.
Now I gotta run see Arella... gah! How the heck am I gonna play him? *grumble*
