Life Maintenence
Aug. 5th, 2003 02:15 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
setraI was contemplating this cycle as I walked over to the admin annex... like I said, I've been feeling like Shikaya.
Everything I do is maintenence.
Working maintains my bank account.
Money maintains my ability to RolePlay, and feed my obsessions.
RP and obsessions maintain and aid my creatity.
Creativity maintains my ability to write.
Writing maintains my sanity.
Sanity allows me to study.
Studying maintains my GPA.
On my GPA rests all my hope.
Hope maintains my will to live and work each day.
It's all a rhetorical cycle. If even one link fails, everything starts to fall apart. The wheel has to keep spinning or I will lose control, and getting it back is something I don't enjoy.
It's chains of thought like this that make me miss and dislike playing Kaya at the same time. She thinks like that, only her chains usually include the mechanations of fate.
Geez... three entries in less than three hours... this's getting a bit rediculous.
Everything I do is maintenence.
Working maintains my bank account.
Money maintains my ability to RolePlay, and feed my obsessions.
RP and obsessions maintain and aid my creatity.
Creativity maintains my ability to write.
Writing maintains my sanity.
Sanity allows me to study.
Studying maintains my GPA.
On my GPA rests all my hope.
Hope maintains my will to live and work each day.
It's all a rhetorical cycle. If even one link fails, everything starts to fall apart. The wheel has to keep spinning or I will lose control, and getting it back is something I don't enjoy.
It's chains of thought like this that make me miss and dislike playing Kaya at the same time. She thinks like that, only her chains usually include the mechanations of fate.
Geez... three entries in less than three hours... this's getting a bit rediculous.
