Paradox Series Update
Aug. 2nd, 2012 01:52 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
setraTHERE IS A NEW PART OF THE PARADOX SERIES
Yes, that demands upsized font and all caps from me. I don't know when this happened, but it is fairly recent and it is important to me and relevant to the most important and persistent of my interests.
Oh god, my heart. I am so so so excited, I can't even tell you. I have to sleep now, but that just means I have all night tomorrow to relisten to the whole series and then come home and revel in NEW STORY!!!
I finally started on 8/12 in the evening, then picked back up again just about midnight because I had to do some costume work in between. I took it slow relistening to all the previous parts, and... let them sink in a bit. It's been a long time.
Both the part Is and then the Sherlock bit II are the parts I've read so far and... god. There's something really intense about reading it. Or there's something more intense about it being new. I've been holding my breath and slowly rereading sections and... god. John's dream and his speech to Sherlock, meant to be comforting. Comforting to any normal person, certainly. But not to the worlds most brilliant and beautiful madman, no, of course not.
And now I don't know where it's going, and I can't just let it play, I have to try and read and think and it's all-consuming. Every canon reference makes me smile, and every bit of pain for either of them makes my heart clench and... nnf.
Ok, I've read the whole of 'Part 1' and now I'm going to watch some terrible reality tv and go to sleep because if I consume all of it in one go I'll have to just lay in a puddle and process and won't know what to do with myself.
Yes, that demands upsized font and all caps from me. I don't know when this happened, but it is fairly recent and it is important to me and relevant to the most important and persistent of my interests.
Oh god, my heart. I am so so so excited, I can't even tell you. I have to sleep now, but that just means I have all night tomorrow to relisten to the whole series and then come home and revel in NEW STORY!!!
I finally started on 8/12 in the evening, then picked back up again just about midnight because I had to do some costume work in between. I took it slow relistening to all the previous parts, and... let them sink in a bit. It's been a long time.
Both the part Is and then the Sherlock bit II are the parts I've read so far and... god. There's something really intense about reading it. Or there's something more intense about it being new. I've been holding my breath and slowly rereading sections and... god. John's dream and his speech to Sherlock, meant to be comforting. Comforting to any normal person, certainly. But not to the worlds most brilliant and beautiful madman, no, of course not.
And now I don't know where it's going, and I can't just let it play, I have to try and read and think and it's all-consuming. Every canon reference makes me smile, and every bit of pain for either of them makes my heart clench and... nnf.
Ok, I've read the whole of 'Part 1' and now I'm going to watch some terrible reality tv and go to sleep because if I consume all of it in one go I'll have to just lay in a puddle and process and won't know what to do with myself.
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Date: 2012-08-03 01:35 am (UTC)