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setraSo. Today. For the record.
Don't have any idea how I will continue going to this job as it is literally and figuratively driving me to insanity.
Also deeper depression.
And anger.
And rage.
And misery.
I have no idea how I would survive without the job because enormous pile of debt and no savings. Right. So.
Oh yeah, also, they wrote me up for stupid shit today, so I cannot transfer for THREE MONTHS. Anywhere. Even home. Even to a tiny store somewhere else.
I can not unthink that these things may be related.
In short. The internet is the only thing keeping me from weeping right now. Also, my eyes hurt and I want to sleep for about a year.
Yeah, a year would be good.
Don't have any idea how I will continue going to this job as it is literally and figuratively driving me to insanity.
Also deeper depression.
And anger.
And rage.
And misery.
I have no idea how I would survive without the job because enormous pile of debt and no savings. Right. So.
Oh yeah, also, they wrote me up for stupid shit today, so I cannot transfer for THREE MONTHS. Anywhere. Even home. Even to a tiny store somewhere else.
I can not unthink that these things may be related.
In short. The internet is the only thing keeping me from weeping right now. Also, my eyes hurt and I want to sleep for about a year.
Yeah, a year would be good.
