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setraHours of sleep in the past 28 Hours: 1
Days Until NDK: 77.5
Link to X Group Pictures from Fanime (one of me too!): Scarlet Rhapsody - X pictures under "The Beautiful Ones" link.
Bishonen: Kaworu and Touga (we had to think about movies to analyze in class today... and I couldn't think of a live-action movie to save my life, but Eva and Utena both came to mind)
Bishojo: Utena (see above and other reasons)
If I had slept 8 hours last night... I wouldn't be awake now.
Everything is really surreal. Between excruciatingly little sleep and the hours of discussion last night. I forgot how much I miss talking to people and listening. I forgot how easy it is to take people for granted... to accept thier public face as the whole. There is so much more to people... and I have to stop taking things for granted.
You know who you are if this applies to you... probably.
I've been thinking about Austin again... about the way things were and are... I think I understand him better now... or rather, I have found another turning point in my recent history that I hadn't noticed before and now I can't stop thinking about the profound reppurcussions it might imply.
Now I have to run to work for 3 hours of dishes and autoclaving (Yay machines that produce enough heat and steam to kill a person if operated incorrectly!)
I don't know what's up for tonight, but I hope I can get together with the boys again. It's strange to think about a year ago and see how much has changed. In people, attitudes, relationships...
For everyone who is still around, especially those who've been through a lot this past year, know that I appreciate all you do and all you've gone through. I am slowly realizing just how lost I would be without you all and frankly, it scares me. I promise to try to hang on to everyone this year... even as it gets harder and harder to do so.
Days Until NDK: 77.5
Link to X Group Pictures from Fanime (one of me too!): Scarlet Rhapsody - X pictures under "The Beautiful Ones" link.
Bishonen: Kaworu and Touga (we had to think about movies to analyze in class today... and I couldn't think of a live-action movie to save my life, but Eva and Utena both came to mind)
Bishojo: Utena (see above and other reasons)
If I had slept 8 hours last night... I wouldn't be awake now.
Everything is really surreal. Between excruciatingly little sleep and the hours of discussion last night. I forgot how much I miss talking to people and listening. I forgot how easy it is to take people for granted... to accept thier public face as the whole. There is so much more to people... and I have to stop taking things for granted.
You know who you are if this applies to you... probably.
I've been thinking about Austin again... about the way things were and are... I think I understand him better now... or rather, I have found another turning point in my recent history that I hadn't noticed before and now I can't stop thinking about the profound reppurcussions it might imply.
Now I have to run to work for 3 hours of dishes and autoclaving (Yay machines that produce enough heat and steam to kill a person if operated incorrectly!)
I don't know what's up for tonight, but I hope I can get together with the boys again. It's strange to think about a year ago and see how much has changed. In people, attitudes, relationships...
For everyone who is still around, especially those who've been through a lot this past year, know that I appreciate all you do and all you've gone through. I am slowly realizing just how lost I would be without you all and frankly, it scares me. I promise to try to hang on to everyone this year... even as it gets harder and harder to do so.
