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Aug. 14th, 2005 09:44 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
setraI won't add to the angst today, because plenty of people have it worse and it's just bitching from me.
I'm tired. Today at work was hard for reasons I can't exactly place. I've been working with Sara a lot lately, and between her hand being injured and her generally not being as friendly and positive as some of the others... I've been lower than usual. Of course, being on the outside of her and Michelle's friendship dynamic is hard too. And I was out of it today, while Rhonda was just /on/... and she rubbed it in, and I felt awful.
My mom dropped off a bike pump for me today... of course, I forgot it. But I finally got my keys back, so that was good.
Thank you, thank you, thank you to Craig for giving me a ride home. Sorry I wasn't much fun. Feel better.
I'd really really /really/ like to get tuition sorted out soon, and I know that asking my mother for more money is not a highly likely option.
Found her tax info today though, so there is deffinite FAFSA in my future.
I'm feeling really... blank. I should be determined, or panicked or worried... but I just don't have the energy. Plus I just feel sad and kindof useless... at work and at home. Stupid downswing. I'd really like it to be over soon. I'd also like to know why sensei is sending me stuff about welcome events... does she want to say something? Was she just forwarding it randomly? I have no idea. I know that I don't have time to work two jobs, take three classes, and run any sort of club, so she's out of luck if that's what she wants.
Anyway, I think I'm gonna sleep now. It's only 10, but I'm knackered. Plus I have Colony and Maternity before work tomorrow... and I never cleaned 1,2,3 and 10... damn. Well, tomorrow... before 2:30. Better get there at 8 instead of 9. ~_~ Oyasumi.
Current Bishounen: Kimeru and Nao-kun
I'm tired. Today at work was hard for reasons I can't exactly place. I've been working with Sara a lot lately, and between her hand being injured and her generally not being as friendly and positive as some of the others... I've been lower than usual. Of course, being on the outside of her and Michelle's friendship dynamic is hard too. And I was out of it today, while Rhonda was just /on/... and she rubbed it in, and I felt awful.
My mom dropped off a bike pump for me today... of course, I forgot it. But I finally got my keys back, so that was good.
Thank you, thank you, thank you to Craig for giving me a ride home. Sorry I wasn't much fun. Feel better.
I'd really really /really/ like to get tuition sorted out soon, and I know that asking my mother for more money is not a highly likely option.
Found her tax info today though, so there is deffinite FAFSA in my future.
I'm feeling really... blank. I should be determined, or panicked or worried... but I just don't have the energy. Plus I just feel sad and kindof useless... at work and at home. Stupid downswing. I'd really like it to be over soon. I'd also like to know why sensei is sending me stuff about welcome events... does she want to say something? Was she just forwarding it randomly? I have no idea. I know that I don't have time to work two jobs, take three classes, and run any sort of club, so she's out of luck if that's what she wants.
Anyway, I think I'm gonna sleep now. It's only 10, but I'm knackered. Plus I have Colony and Maternity before work tomorrow... and I never cleaned 1,2,3 and 10... damn. Well, tomorrow... before 2:30. Better get there at 8 instead of 9. ~_~ Oyasumi.
Current Bishounen: Kimeru and Nao-kun
