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Oct. 22nd, 2003
Build-Up and Let-Down
Oct. 22nd, 2003 11:59 amDAMNIT!!!! I had an entry, it was long and had links and was good.... now I have a blank thing... because the computer is stupid! *curses*
It went something like this:
NDK con report up from LLN
There are some good pictures. In Groups and Cosplay Fun, especially. There are single pics of much of the cast scattered around the other cosplay galleries. There's a really good Fuuma-Nataku pic in gallery 75.
There is nothing at all of us in Tokyo Babylon, yet I know he was there Sunday because there're Sakura Taisen pics. You guys are in one of the dance pictures. The backs of our heads are in a pic from the Karaoke room.
( Cosplay Contest Regrets and fantasies )
Ok, done now, back to work. Silly strains... Atleast I got a ton done and finished Erwinia already. ^_^
Bishonen: Ayame (FuruBa) - because the cosplayer at the con rocked... I'd forgotten about her...
It went something like this:
NDK con report up from LLN
There are some good pictures. In Groups and Cosplay Fun, especially. There are single pics of much of the cast scattered around the other cosplay galleries. There's a really good Fuuma-Nataku pic in gallery 75.
There is nothing at all of us in Tokyo Babylon, yet I know he was there Sunday because there're Sakura Taisen pics. You guys are in one of the dance pictures. The backs of our heads are in a pic from the Karaoke room.
( Cosplay Contest Regrets and fantasies )
Ok, done now, back to work. Silly strains... Atleast I got a ton done and finished Erwinia already. ^_^
Bishonen: Ayame (FuruBa) - because the cosplayer at the con rocked... I'd forgotten about her...
Can I just dissapear now?
Oct. 22nd, 2003 05:47 pmOk, I feel a little better now.
I felt downright sick in Japanese. First I was late, then we were filling out an evaluation form. I realized that I should really be studying like multiple hours per day... and I'm not.
Then we had kanji contest. Maybe I'm too forceful, maybe I want things done my way to much... Maybe that there be enough questions that I get to go twice like everyone else in my group is too much to ask. Maybe knowing the kanji for 黄色(ki-iro) is too much to ask. Maybe, even after all these contests, using words like migi, hidari, ue and shita are too complicated... Maybe understanding 「その漢字のかたかなの’イ’をけして下さい。」（'Sono kanji no katakana no 'i' o keshite kudasai'） is too much to ask... Maybe I think that 'keshite kudasai' along with an erasing motion while he's looking right at me shouldn't be too hard to understand. But mostly, I wish that people hadn't been yelling at me for being too mean to him because I started speaking slowly and moved to the floor. I assumed that he wasn't understanding me... and I think better on the floor. I'm sorry. I'm sorry if I come off as condescending or bossy, I really don't mean to.
I'm tired of feeling hated in that class. I'm sorry I test well. I am. I don't know how I do it, or I'd help other people do it too... I'm just sick of people assuming... I don't even know what...
Then I had to go to kanji class, where I didn't have my activity prepared... so we did a jisho-looking up contest instead... Then I hung out and helped the guys correct thier tests. I actually got more wrong that I'd noticed, a couple in almost every section.
Then we went and talked to Beeken-sensei. I get to write journals for japanese, if I can do three long ones by tommorow, then I can catch up on homework. *dances* She looked at me funny when I said I was thinking about turning in my test corrections. "You don't need any more points." Ngai-san may not be able to go to Kansai next semester. That makes me sad.
Ok, so now I feel bad again. I don't think my shoulder muscles can get tenser than this.
Damnit, why am I always on the verge of tears on the days when I have to go talk to dad about stuff?
Time to go home now. Gods, I really don't want to write.
Bishonen: Hiiwatari Satoshi
I felt downright sick in Japanese. First I was late, then we were filling out an evaluation form. I realized that I should really be studying like multiple hours per day... and I'm not.
Then we had kanji contest. Maybe I'm too forceful, maybe I want things done my way to much... Maybe that there be enough questions that I get to go twice like everyone else in my group is too much to ask. Maybe knowing the kanji for 黄色(ki-iro) is too much to ask. Maybe, even after all these contests, using words like migi, hidari, ue and shita are too complicated... Maybe understanding 「その漢字のかたかなの’イ’をけして下さい。」（'Sono kanji no katakana no 'i' o keshite kudasai'） is too much to ask... Maybe I think that 'keshite kudasai' along with an erasing motion while he's looking right at me shouldn't be too hard to understand. But mostly, I wish that people hadn't been yelling at me for being too mean to him because I started speaking slowly and moved to the floor. I assumed that he wasn't understanding me... and I think better on the floor. I'm sorry. I'm sorry if I come off as condescending or bossy, I really don't mean to.
I'm tired of feeling hated in that class. I'm sorry I test well. I am. I don't know how I do it, or I'd help other people do it too... I'm just sick of people assuming... I don't even know what...
Then I had to go to kanji class, where I didn't have my activity prepared... so we did a jisho-looking up contest instead... Then I hung out and helped the guys correct thier tests. I actually got more wrong that I'd noticed, a couple in almost every section.
Then we went and talked to Beeken-sensei. I get to write journals for japanese, if I can do three long ones by tommorow, then I can catch up on homework. *dances* She looked at me funny when I said I was thinking about turning in my test corrections. "You don't need any more points." Ngai-san may not be able to go to Kansai next semester. That makes me sad.
Ok, so now I feel bad again. I don't think my shoulder muscles can get tenser than this.
Damnit, why am I always on the verge of tears on the days when I have to go talk to dad about stuff?
Time to go home now. Gods, I really don't want to write.
Bishonen: Hiiwatari Satoshi