This is me...
Dec. 6th, 2003 08:38 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
setraI cleaned my room today, really cleaned it. Threw away a bunch of clothes and got a bunch more ready to donate.
And then I mucked around for a while... and then I decided to watch more Spiral.
I just finished episode 21. I haven't cried in a really, really long time, expecially not over an anime. But this, now... if things are going the way I think they are, I will /never/ forgive Kanone. Rio, Kousuke and Ryoko are very obviously walking into some kind of trap. Madoka has turned against Ayumu and is about to do something terribly stupid relating to Kanone, I'm sure. Kanone has expertly maneuvered Eyes out of any position that might be safe or helpful and probably into another awful tragedy. With Hiyono out of the picture there is no one to pull Ayumu from his slump in time to save the any of them. And all of this, all of it, is Kanone's fault.
What's worse is that I know the ending will not satisfy, I know none of this will be explained, and I hate that. I have two hours left, I've heard from no one. I can't decide whether to finish the show or go off to something like Sailor Moon or Gravitation and do some work.
Maybe just one more episode. I can't stop now, and I think at this point I couldn't stomach Shuuichi for long enough to watch Gravitation. *sigh*
Yeah, so... here I go again, I guess. And then I'm off to work on my Kanji and journals for real. I have a developing need for an Ayumu or Eyes avatar, perhaps I can rectify that later tonight as well...
Bishonen: Eyes and Ayumu
Bishojo: Rio and Hiyono
And then I mucked around for a while... and then I decided to watch more Spiral.
I just finished episode 21. I haven't cried in a really, really long time, expecially not over an anime. But this, now... if things are going the way I think they are, I will /never/ forgive Kanone. Rio, Kousuke and Ryoko are very obviously walking into some kind of trap. Madoka has turned against Ayumu and is about to do something terribly stupid relating to Kanone, I'm sure. Kanone has expertly maneuvered Eyes out of any position that might be safe or helpful and probably into another awful tragedy. With Hiyono out of the picture there is no one to pull Ayumu from his slump in time to save the any of them. And all of this, all of it, is Kanone's fault.
What's worse is that I know the ending will not satisfy, I know none of this will be explained, and I hate that. I have two hours left, I've heard from no one. I can't decide whether to finish the show or go off to something like Sailor Moon or Gravitation and do some work.
Maybe just one more episode. I can't stop now, and I think at this point I couldn't stomach Shuuichi for long enough to watch Gravitation. *sigh*
Yeah, so... here I go again, I guess. And then I'm off to work on my Kanji and journals for real. I have a developing need for an Ayumu or Eyes avatar, perhaps I can rectify that later tonight as well...
Bishonen: Eyes and Ayumu
Bishojo: Rio and Hiyono
