Who knows... here goes...

So this is it. Pushing 20 hours awake and looking at several more, unable to find my GBA (which will save me money in the early days, at least), knowing for sure that I'm forgetting /everything/... but unable to pick any certain thing to go find.
In 5 hours and 58 minutes, I leave for Japan.
I was saved from nervous breakdown earlier by music and a new Scribblemoose fic. And later by Salem, who with her saintly magical powers herlped me get my room in presentable condition and all the neccessary crap into the bag/suitcase. Now I just need food and last minute panic stuff and then I can head to RiverRock to grab the PS2 and my ride.
I keep waiting for the scared phase to pass... and I still am.
Watch here for updates in english and mayachan for updates in Japanese. I will be out of touch for a few days here (until the 25th/26th), but I'm sure everything will keep right on without me.
For those I didn't get to see, I'll miss you, keep in touch. To those who did, you can't imagine how much you've helped the past few days. Thank you.

Current Bishounen: Irvine Kinneas and Kudou Yohji

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