D&D - Instant reaction – 11:12 PM
Jun. 28th, 2003 11:17 pmWARNING. This is a RANT. It may or may not bear any resemblance to reality or the way I feel more that 30 seconds after the fact.
Fuck Nick. Fuck him. He can’t possibly understand. Shinko is dead. Shikaya is so in shock that it’s all she can do to run, to find Mocny, to cast the gate, to be there. She would die in moments. I have no doubt of this. But then they would be together and things would at least be right. Shinko has never felt this much pain. I can’t even come close to comprehending this. And he won’t let me? He refuses the bonds between my characters – bonds that I spent unlimited wishes to achieve and pages of history to maintain - because his monsters might not survive the rage of Shikaya’s grief? I’m done. I knew I was, knew I had been. This is the end. One way or another. They aren’t coming back.
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mayalynn
I know this may seem childish, but I feel the need to go with my emotions. And I get significantly less-stable where Shinko is involved.
Fuck Nick. Fuck him. He can’t possibly understand. Shinko is dead. Shikaya is so in shock that it’s all she can do to run, to find Mocny, to cast the gate, to be there. She would die in moments. I have no doubt of this. But then they would be together and things would at least be right. Shinko has never felt this much pain. I can’t even come close to comprehending this. And he won’t let me? He refuses the bonds between my characters – bonds that I spent unlimited wishes to achieve and pages of history to maintain - because his monsters might not survive the rage of Shikaya’s grief? I’m done. I knew I was, knew I had been. This is the end. One way or another. They aren’t coming back.
In other notes: New Shinko post on
mayalynnI know this may seem childish, but I feel the need to go with my emotions. And I get significantly less-stable where Shinko is involved.
