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setraSo first Carol called, just to confirm that she'd be looking into tickets, because I always have second thoughts about trips. I said, "No, I'm good to go."
Then my brain went "You DO always have second thoughts about trips and you haven't even had first thoughts about this one. Mweheheh."
So I start pondering, and getting more and more depressed. This is why I hate Winter. Anyway, then Carol calls back. $179 for one-way to CA. Which isn't bad I guess... but... so I said I'd just not go. So unless I call back with a decision that I really do want to go, then I'm here for the duration. And I feel sick and tired and uterly apathetic. It's cold, and dark.
And I haven't heard from Austin. I hope he's ok... he looked really bad last time I saw him.
I think I'm going to go DO something. Probably beadwork. I'm not sure. I need to pull myself out of this slump soon.
I wish... I don't know. Sorry for the whining.
Bishonen: Julious (hoping)
Bishojo: Kotori (dreaming)
Then my brain went "You DO always have second thoughts about trips and you haven't even had first thoughts about this one. Mweheheh."
So I start pondering, and getting more and more depressed. This is why I hate Winter. Anyway, then Carol calls back. $179 for one-way to CA. Which isn't bad I guess... but... so I said I'd just not go. So unless I call back with a decision that I really do want to go, then I'm here for the duration. And I feel sick and tired and uterly apathetic. It's cold, and dark.
And I haven't heard from Austin. I hope he's ok... he looked really bad last time I saw him.
I think I'm going to go DO something. Probably beadwork. I'm not sure. I need to pull myself out of this slump soon.
I wish... I don't know. Sorry for the whining.
Bishonen: Julious (hoping)
Bishojo: Kotori (dreaming)
