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Appologies...
I don't know what to say. The rush of jittery energy that got me home has sorta died out. Leaving a few revelations and a guilty dead feeling in the pit of my stomach.
Ross, I am so so so sorry. It was really an accident, I don't hit people... ever. And I don't... well, I do know why I panicked and lashed out, but I still feel really terrible about it.
There are just... things, that that group doesn't need to be exposed to. I have a pretty good analogy, but I don't really want to use it. The one thing that was obviously proved by this is that I really am still embarassed... no matter how much I tell myself that I'm not... This was the first time I've ever run, and now I know how Setra felt. Only hers was so much worse.
And... yeah. Damnit. And tonight was so much fun, other than the end. Get Backers has got to be one of the happiest shows I've ever seen. Everyone else, I'm sorry...
Anyway. I don't know what to do now... I think the house is empty. I don't even feel like reading...
Ross, I am so so so sorry. It was really an accident, I don't hit people... ever. And I don't... well, I do know why I panicked and lashed out, but I still feel really terrible about it.
There are just... things, that that group doesn't need to be exposed to. I have a pretty good analogy, but I don't really want to use it. The one thing that was obviously proved by this is that I really am still embarassed... no matter how much I tell myself that I'm not... This was the first time I've ever run, and now I know how Setra felt. Only hers was so much worse.
And... yeah. Damnit. And tonight was so much fun, other than the end. Get Backers has got to be one of the happiest shows I've ever seen. Everyone else, I'm sorry...
Anyway. I don't know what to do now... I think the house is empty. I don't even feel like reading...