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Exhausted
Physically, mentally, emotionally.
Yet, in all these it is the sweet exhaustion that comes before revelation or rebirth. Now I have only to wait for sweet sleep to overtake me that I may be revived.
Swimming is exquistite joy. My body learns and perfects its own rhythms and rejoices in growing stronger. All the while my mind is left truly free to wander, to dream, to plan. When I'm swimming I feel like I can do anything, as if meerly saying it can make it so and I can watch the future unfold before me. For all this I am grateful.
I felt oddly like Aya all night... especially later... well, Aya from "The Other Side" anyway. The lightheadedness feeling almost as his telepathic overload might. It is just odd, I've read nothing else in a week. Rationing it out, my fix. Such a sweet, beautiful escape.
Yet another weekend has passed and I've accomplished little, but I can't bring myself to worry too much. Tonight was too beautiful for words, despite the little falls. Now I go to get some food and go to bed.
Bishonen: Aya, Yohji, Schu
Bishojo: Mary Fahl (October Project lead singer)
Yet, in all these it is the sweet exhaustion that comes before revelation or rebirth. Now I have only to wait for sweet sleep to overtake me that I may be revived.
Swimming is exquistite joy. My body learns and perfects its own rhythms and rejoices in growing stronger. All the while my mind is left truly free to wander, to dream, to plan. When I'm swimming I feel like I can do anything, as if meerly saying it can make it so and I can watch the future unfold before me. For all this I am grateful.
I felt oddly like Aya all night... especially later... well, Aya from "The Other Side" anyway. The lightheadedness feeling almost as his telepathic overload might. It is just odd, I've read nothing else in a week. Rationing it out, my fix. Such a sweet, beautiful escape.
Yet another weekend has passed and I've accomplished little, but I can't bring myself to worry too much. Tonight was too beautiful for words, despite the little falls. Now I go to get some food and go to bed.
Bishonen: Aya, Yohji, Schu
Bishojo: Mary Fahl (October Project lead singer)