*sigh*
There is a point at which things are over and you can't change them whether for better or for worse.
My breakdown last night was due to a lot of things, most of which don't really need repeating. I'm mostly better now and there's really nothing I can do. I did get part A of the Java assignment done, so I will get atleast a couple of points on it... I'm not going to try to finish the graphics things I don't think. If anyone wants to meet at Braiden for dinner at 5, that'd be lovely too.
I think all I really need to say about last night is that I've only been in this state (the way I've been for a week or two now) once before. That was eighth grade and then I had certain outside forces to pull me through it, this time I didn't and part of houw hard it was for me was accepting that.
That will make no sense to anyone probably, but whatever.
Angelique Ships from Hong Kong on Saturday. ^_^
Bishonen: Aish (real life - because I would never have figured out that double for loop without him)
Bishojo: Seraphim (MT)... because I read her rant today. And Salem, because she passed her math tests today *cheers* and has put up with my whining through this whole semester.
My breakdown last night was due to a lot of things, most of which don't really need repeating. I'm mostly better now and there's really nothing I can do. I did get part A of the Java assignment done, so I will get atleast a couple of points on it... I'm not going to try to finish the graphics things I don't think. If anyone wants to meet at Braiden for dinner at 5, that'd be lovely too.
I think all I really need to say about last night is that I've only been in this state (the way I've been for a week or two now) once before. That was eighth grade and then I had certain outside forces to pull me through it, this time I didn't and part of houw hard it was for me was accepting that.
That will make no sense to anyone probably, but whatever.
Angelique Ships from Hong Kong on Saturday. ^_^
Bishonen: Aish (real life - because I would never have figured out that double for loop without him)
Bishojo: Seraphim (MT)... because I read her rant today. And Salem, because she passed her math tests today *cheers* and has put up with my whining through this whole semester.
