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I was looking around the basement this morning and realized that I haven't written any of Tarachand's back story for Brad's vampire campaign. I also haven't finished Anaia's songfic of any of Zienara's, of Sierra's or even Shinko and Kaya's.
This leads to a realization: I haven't been writing. Correction: I can't write. This scares me more than you can imagine. Whenever I can't deal, I've always been able to write, to express on paper what cannot be spoken. Now, I feel lost beyond compare. Hopeless.
This has been the most coherent, elegant combination of sentences that I've written in weeks.
Now I had better get down to my homework, or I'll go another day without turning it in. My car is in the shop. I have work today. The endless stream of dish-washing and autoclaving streches before me in almost comforting monotony.
Bishonen: Akito (FuruBa - because Jessica has seen it too, and understands my pain)
Bishojo: Takagi Nao, Sakamoto Maaya (Keep the goal in sight. Focus. Know what must be done and follow through.
This leads to a realization: I haven't been writing. Correction: I can't write. This scares me more than you can imagine. Whenever I can't deal, I've always been able to write, to express on paper what cannot be spoken. Now, I feel lost beyond compare. Hopeless.
This has been the most coherent, elegant combination of sentences that I've written in weeks.
Now I had better get down to my homework, or I'll go another day without turning it in. My car is in the shop. I have work today. The endless stream of dish-washing and autoclaving streches before me in almost comforting monotony.
Bishonen: Akito (FuruBa - because Jessica has seen it too, and understands my pain)
Bishojo: Takagi Nao, Sakamoto Maaya (Keep the goal in sight. Focus. Know what must be done and follow through.