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Breathe... just breathe...
Breathe in, breathe out.
So... during Kanji class I felt truly ill. Partly because of some things I had just found out... but that doesn't explain feeling like fainting because of a papercut. I felt feverish and just sick.
Then I had my oral interview. Walking into the building, I was in tears. I don't know why. So I went to the bathroom. Called on every ounce of self-control I ever used to have, and tried as hard as I could to /be/ Setra. Because she can thrive on the type of emotional stress that was killing me at the moment. Then I went to talk to Matsuura-sensei.
Amazingly enough, I didn't fail. I managed to make up, on the spur of the moment, the five questions to ask... though my last was very similar to the first, but she seemed amused at least. I forgot how to conjugate fuku (play wind instrument), I ended a sentence with ite instead of imasu... I forgot the verb for wearing accessories... She didn't ask me the sandwich question. I said the best cheesecake comes from New York but it is very expensive. I forgot that sugiru existed as a word.
Yet when she went to go over it she hadn't taken off points for most on that I found myself being told that I'm good at things... which especially confuses me after things that I found out today... but ok... yeah. I told her I'm changing my major... forgot the verb for change which has been in BOTH the songs I've been translating... but whatever. So, yeah... that's my rant. And the instant I walked out of the building I was in tears again. I don't frikking know... can you have withdrawl symptoms from amoxycillin? I didn't think you could...
So right. Gotta work now. Yay.
Bishonen: Hakkai (because I think he would hold me and comfort me... or at least tell me I'm being silly)
Bishojo: Setra and Haruka
Quote:
"If you don't listen and you do something wrong, you will get a zero."
*class drops instantly into absolute silence and stares*
*has turned to the board. Glances back* "Ha ha ha! That really works!" *grin*
- Beeken-sensei in Kanji Class today
So... during Kanji class I felt truly ill. Partly because of some things I had just found out... but that doesn't explain feeling like fainting because of a papercut. I felt feverish and just sick.
Then I had my oral interview. Walking into the building, I was in tears. I don't know why. So I went to the bathroom. Called on every ounce of self-control I ever used to have, and tried as hard as I could to /be/ Setra. Because she can thrive on the type of emotional stress that was killing me at the moment. Then I went to talk to Matsuura-sensei.
Amazingly enough, I didn't fail. I managed to make up, on the spur of the moment, the five questions to ask... though my last was very similar to the first, but she seemed amused at least. I forgot how to conjugate fuku (play wind instrument), I ended a sentence with ite instead of imasu... I forgot the verb for wearing accessories... She didn't ask me the sandwich question. I said the best cheesecake comes from New York but it is very expensive. I forgot that sugiru existed as a word.
Yet when she went to go over it she hadn't taken off points for most on that I found myself being told that I'm good at things... which especially confuses me after things that I found out today... but ok... yeah. I told her I'm changing my major... forgot the verb for change which has been in BOTH the songs I've been translating... but whatever. So, yeah... that's my rant. And the instant I walked out of the building I was in tears again. I don't frikking know... can you have withdrawl symptoms from amoxycillin? I didn't think you could...
So right. Gotta work now. Yay.
Bishonen: Hakkai (because I think he would hold me and comfort me... or at least tell me I'm being silly)
Bishojo: Setra and Haruka
Quote:
"If you don't listen and you do something wrong, you will get a zero."
*class drops instantly into absolute silence and stares*
*has turned to the board. Glances back* "Ha ha ha! That really works!" *grin*
- Beeken-sensei in Kanji Class today